Eternal Love

Multi-verse: every disk is a bubble universe. Universe 1 to Universe 6 are different bubbles, with distinct physical constants that are different from our universe. Our universe is just one of the bubbles. (Photo credit: Wikipedia)

     Mankind has many concepts of what they believe love to be. Yet, as we get older and older, we see this concept go through many different degrees of change, and yet if we do not have God in “Our” Life, then we realize that our love is not complete. This happens because we keep our love confined within the bounds of our heart and it truly doesn’t add up to be truelove, for truelove can not be held, as you would hold an idea, within the bounds of a space define be the self. True and pure love is translucent as air and space, yet holds the power that the mind can not even begin to define. It explodes into an everlasting wave which, reaches into all the universe and, comes back even more pure than it did when it was first born within the cosmic thought, or realization of an existing feeling within our puny hearts.

     Truelove, once it reaches back to us, we understand the first thing is, it’s origin doesn’t start with us per sa, but in reality, it’s of a more Spiritual nature with origins within the Universe being of a body which has existed long before we can realize it, and will exist long after we shed these bodies of material being. Basically, Pure Spiritual Being, which I call God, many names, same substance. So my fellow mankindians, you have to believe and come to know God, the God of Gods, to know truelove!!!! Next, I would like to tell you that whether you are of one belief or another, it doesn’t matter to me, I know that everyone is worth something and, everyone is a son or daughter of the most High True God. Within your belief, there is a member who stand out above all of us for holding beliefs and a Love that dwarfs our own, we must learn to model our life after this person, to just begin to understand all the understanding that it takes, just to truly Understand it all.

     Like the picture at the top of this, we go through many levels of understanding, and hopefully, we are able to open our minds, and hearts up enough, to break out of one world and, discover our Universe, and come even far enough, to understand that common sense dictates, their are other worlds and universes beyond our visual setting, that can only be seen with the eyes of instinct, imagination and intelligence. Those three I’s will solve any issues that, the mind needs to use to become greater than what we are without them. Real love understands all. Real love doesn’t judge wrong, but does speak out against wrong in a right way. Real love is kind and patient. It is warm and accepting. It neuters, and feeds healthy things, and ways to everything. It’s forgiving to others and self. It promotes life and, the giving of energy which continually sustains life. This is what God does for Us All!!!

     So, my brothers and sisters. You want to know true Love? You want to know how the Kingdom of Heaven is? Know this then. God Lives within all of Us. Within everything Everywhere. God gave us Yeshua, to bring Us the message of Love. God is the only Love that will free Us from our misguided teachings that keeps us remain lost, from the Kingdom of Heaven, for it is true, that this Kingdom is present every within and around Us. With one hand we must reach within and the other, we must reach around Us and pick up the Love we were born to find, to have and share with all of our brothers and sisters, so they can feel the real Love we have to share and we can feel the real Love they have to share, not that false Love were one gives and the other receives without anything in return. These words I share with all of my Love while I still have time to share them with you!!!

Thinking Big

When I was a child, a teacher once told me to think big. I don’t remember now which teacher, or even why a teacher asked me to think big. Being a child, everything around us is already bigger than us, so maybe this teacher was telling me this to help me understand something he or she was trying to teach. Come to find out, many times that saying was said to me and others around me, so just maybe it had something to do with understanding the distance between where I stood, and where everything else stands. Over the years of growth, I’ve seen it’s meaning in everything and, with everybody even.

Some people have egos that do not fit within the frame-work of their bodies, while others have, or should I say, Are not even noticed because they lack all the arrogance, boldness, courage, conviction, faith, nerve, positiveness, self-confidence, self-reliance,sureness and trust of those with larger Egos. That doesn’t mean that those with the Egos, or those without, are right or wrong, it just means that one thinks larger than the other, and both could be right and wrong. There is nothing wrong with thinking Big or Large, but to the point of arrogance, when it comes to belittling other is wrong even if you are right about whatever point you are trying to drive home, for it is better to show respect to others, and give them time to see the logic, reasoning and common sense of your point, than to hurt them on the levels of emotional, and spiritual selves, there-forth, closing forever the road to the others Intellectual self.

How many of us, know everything there is to Know? None! But if I rephrase the question; ” How many of us are satisfied with everything we know?”, then the answer could be a lot different. Because at that moment, not some moment later, some people are content with what they know, and have not any feelings at that moment, of learning anything new. Even us that are like Human sponges, reach moments like these, just to ease the mind of working so hard. Life is a journey. My personal belief is, It doesn’t start with birth, and it doesn’t end with death. I’m not asking for anyone else to believe this. Everyone of us will find out this for ourselves, in due time. I have crossed the lines a few times, but so have some of you. We all have our stories to tell or someday will be told.

All I can say is; ” I’m sorry for those years of my ignorance, when I wronged many of you, but if only you could get to know what experience has changed me into, how it affects my Heart, Mind and Soul, as well as the Emotions of how wrong, can bring about, what you sown, is what you reap, and I’m reaping decades of ignorance. All I can say is directed toward the young and today’s youth. Think Big without allowing your Egos to grow past the size of a grain of sand. Just as you can not see the air, atoms and things unseen by the naked eye, there is a God of All Gods, and we all in Spirit are This Gods children. As the seasons change, you are seeing proof of Gods creative forces going on around you constantly. Love and serve others as if you are Loving and serving God, and your blessing will start here upon Earth, but stack them to High Heaven and, you will get to know God personally. Don’t allow those around you to control whether you do right or wrong, as I did. Do right No matter what, and you will never go wrong!

Same or Different, Different or Same

     The following writing takes a little bit of thought, and precision. Like all things in this world, I believe the most things that mankind needs to work out with, is their minds, or they become tools being used by their friends, family and all other types of beings, whether mortal or immortal. Most of us would love to stay lazy in theses fields, but by me calling you my friend, I can’t allow this to happen to my friends, because your hardships become my hardships. Remember when you were in school, or at home, our teachers or parents would say to us, ” Michael, what are you thinking or, what are you doing?” and we would come off with those famous lies; “Nothing”at the time, unknowing to our self, they were little white lies and 999.9% of the time we got away with them, because there was no way in Heaven or hell, did we want to tell them the truths, about our plans, or what we desire most, or our friends, and I, may be getting a bag of weed, or Marijuana and meeting some girls or boys if you are a girl, in hopes of things becoming sexual for all of us, in one way or another, or even maybe, one of us, so what really matters, and most important, was the groups all being, with one and all feeling mutually about the same idea, and the plan of hopeful pleasure, whether it would happen, or not, it was being protected by, our little white lies. Even If it didn’t happen. Our dreams were enhanced, by the plan of the adventure, and the high we achieved from smoking marijuana or accomplishing any plans we make, that others may feel different about, because they are not at the same level of uninhibited , whether old, young and even middle-aged, experiences are sometimes, looked at with different viewpoints and perspectives.

     Plus the lies that grew from that, where sometimes just as amusing, whether we had got it or not, and catching the person, almost always changing of their stories so many times, it gave us a pastime, of getting to know, just how big of a dip they really were. For me though, I became totally enhanced with the English language, to the point of how beautiful it really was. For instance, the word nothing, comes from two words, No thing. With out thought, no big deal, right, but with just a little thought, there is no such thing, as nothing, because everything, is something, and that makes nothing, a lie! Then it hit me, just how many words, do we have floating around in our English language, that are precursors to the amount of words, that add up to being straight up lies, and we unknowingly accept them as truth, if they are said the right way. Let me put it this way, I was so shocked, the book that is written on “Doublespeak“, should be called, the handbook to lying, the truthful way, but no, by incorporating a handful here and, a handful there, we can, tell the truth without it being the truth. All that does is make it legal, to be illegal. Nicoli Machiavelli told the truth about ruler before and up to his present, and the teachings still hold true today.

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My Dictionary quotes it like this: doublespeak [duhb-uhl-speek]

-noun

  1. evasive, ambiguous language that is intended to deceive or confuse.

Origin: 1950-55; double + speak, by analogy with doublethink

_Related forms

dou-ble-speak-er, noun

_________________________________________________________________      I’ve been drawing up, and working toward a project, that I would like to see the whole world get involved in. The idea came out of the multiple times, that I’ve had doctors pronounce the death sentence upon myself, because of my health, an also my mother who, though only being a step-mother, just passed on a little over a week ago, and she had custody of me longer than my own mother, she had her own choice of charity she would like to of, donate an accountable portion of raised monies toward a different type of organization and that was Burns on small children. My idea was to similarly take, the shape and form of Make a Wish Foundation, with a few changes, that do away with the way things are ran, at Make a Wish Foundation, (1.) One , everyone would be signing a charter statement, giving everyone in the world real-time accountability, to their Tax donations, plus Companies, that wish to donate Equipment, toward making memories, for the parents, and everyone else involved, through the supplement of materials, and though some parents, may wish  to agree upon a limit, the Idea toward getting the most bang, for everyone buck without trying to be inconsiderate to anyone, mostly us that are dying,  remember, I’m one of those candidates too but my wish is to give my time to this, and it came to me, that I haven’t seen a lot of our national parks, and what I’ve heard about the children, is they haven’t visited Disneyland, Six Flags, or whatever, that tops their list of places to see, by helping them, by helping them I get to see their paces too, and our only overhead, would be each of us who wish to volunteer our time and money too. There are many different ways of doings things, But the most things I would like to achieve is, cutting all unnecessary overhead, while making everyone a winner. Well I sure didn’t want to start this the Way I did,  Who Knows What The Good Great God does to change plans, on this again.

Prey or Predator = ?

It’s in the News. It’s in the paper. It’s online and offline too. Always the predator, preying upon the Prey! The one with the resources, of power dwarfing, and everyone with the lack of them, being buried even further, for even trying to get real Justice, that has nothing to do about, right or wrong, but everything to being about a little more, richer than poorer. Justice at a price. A practice they like to disguise their dealings in secret, by that way, all their little sheep, will not get the right idea about them, and abandon them, so it helps when the Worlds Wealthiest Relatives, and Families, can  address the issues, out of the minds of the easiest preyed upon Patriots, of their causes, because rewards always outweighs, joblessness and homelessness. Fear, the greatest motivator of multiply species in all of the Animal Kingdoms, Which Mankind, is Number One In the destruction of, all life they can find, as a resource, to make their selves, and others like them, even if the way of retrieving the resources, destroys the nature and atmosphere, all around the resources its self.

A Baby isn’t born a predator, unless upon conception to birth, the mommies and, the daddies, sometimes both, do nothing but fight mentally, physically, spiritually and emotionally, the whole time, then with the smallest of shove, in either of those ways of fighting just mentioned, their defense mechanism goes into, ego mania mode. And with a little practice, the fastest route to being a predator, is accomplish, by them being able to manipulate reactions, with their inborn action experiences, from their dads and moms, and I call them dads and moms, for a reason, because mothers and fathers, are experienced dads and moms, who have Graduated to Fathers And Mothers by being examples, of the Truth, through all their deeds, and the value, of their words given (and that graduation, isn’t always, Honorable enough, to carry that Title By God, till we surrender our All, To The Creator of All, and remains always in the continuous, State of Creation for the Existence of Everything Continuously. So families do not remain together usually, if they both do not go forth together if, they don’t make effort toward knowing their whole self with forgiveness and getting to know others with that same kind of forgiveness, so we all may see the Presence of God in Each thing We Look upon in Gods Creation.

Within each of Us, Lies both the Predator, and the Prey! Also within each of Us, Lies the indifference, that is blind to both, and can, and will deny that either exist within, and are willing to lay their life upon the line of indifference, because there they don’t have to do anything to change either that is living within, and standing up to all those others that they know intimately. If you want a quick guidebook to Government and Politics, Read; “The Prince with the discourses” and let your mind take you on a journey of learning, who knows, you may even end up with the attitude, that a day without learning is a day not worth Living. Ask your self some important questions, then go out and try finding the answer, heck, if you own a computer or a smart phone, you can see everything written, and then you can get the big picture, and see that Golden thread of Truth, that runs through everything and really use those three higher centers of your brain, Logic, Reasoning and Common Sense, then maybe you will see what Gods got in store for you, (as long as, you can keep Your Ego, Your Pride, and your desire to Be over others, no matter their level of aptitude, that you may feel them, to be at). Their is not a thing better, than knowing your purpose upon this Earth, but knowing that before all of us, stands God through, and within People, Animals, and everything seen and unseen, so it is Paramount to Show God the respect that God Deserves, EVERMORE than ANY OF US, are capable of, EVER BEING ABLE TO ACHIEVE!!!!

If we Join Our You and Me Side of Our Self together, Then The I side of Our Self Will Be Lifted Up with God and Our Community Service is to give Service to God, when you find me busy keeping I giving You the best Service  YOU GOD DESERVE!!!!

Heaven is Like

Being Poor and feeling so very rich. It’s having a family that truly loves you and, they show it everyday, in what they say, and what they do! It’s  being happy with what you have, and not with what you could have Too. It’s looking forward to other members, of all your families and different Families, in returns of a supported, not giving thought to whether, they will or not. Being Blessed with their Presence of God showing up, that brings on the feeling of being sad, knowing soon they must leave, if they can not make it, to where you are going to be, but content too, that they are feeling the same way also, too. It’s being ten steps above stupid, for unity within a family, always makes that family, a unit of one mindedness, One lightheartedness, being True to Ones self, as well as To God and All Others we call You, There is No Family, if there is No You, and If there is No Me, for, I too See!!!!

  Family loving one another, helping one another, is the closes one can get to having Heaven here upon Earth. So as the Title says;” Heaven is Like having a real family”, though I would think in Heaven, it’s on a scale such as all races, all beliefs, all people worship of their Number One God, Being that one True God within Heaven, Family Love has not one thing to do with Physical Love, with the exception of a husband and wife, but is Spiritual in nature and, this is what Heaven is like. In Heaven, though blood does identify sources of the children of the lower Gods, on the over all scale, it’s that one Spirit bring us together in unity with being of One Blood. Blood of the Spiritual kind. More Love than Physical Families could ever know, one that proceeds each family under one Umbrella of the One and Only Father God.

  Heaven is like a cool spring of water, flowing freely to those who thirst in the desert of Life. A cool drink that gives those who drink from it, the willpower to journey farther, looking for that same over-whelming feeling, of knowing the greatness, and knowledge of God within our lives, and the lives of everything created and living. Heaven is like being able to see within, as well as, all around us, in a world that is so very blind everywhere. Believing without proof is what Faith is, Once we have drunk from the wellsprings of the Spirit of the God of Gods, no longer is faith necessary because, knowing replaces faith with an unconditional belief. People of N.D.E.’s are close to this knowledge of knowing, especially the feeling of What Heaven is Like, even if their experience, didn’t give them the knowing of God, on a personal level. Though memory implants, gave them more, than what they had started with, in the first place.

    Whether it is what I say here, or what has been said to you in the past. Even if it is the interpretations of the masses, that agree with men before them, It is not, the personal teachings of the true Spirit of God, that we speak upon command, and out of our mouth fall the words of books upon books, that differ somewhat from one to another, for the truth is that Golden tread that is strung throughout all the books, which says and has the same meaning in them all. The rest of the things that cause them to differ, is man-made, and Gods hand has not condoned it. Mankind lives upon many different levels of understanding. What one understands, another may understand it in a different way. If spoken in public or private, and you find yourself in an offensive attitude, how can you claim to be speaking from a godly point of view if anger is within your heart. All you can accomplish is turning some poor soul away from God, if it isn’t from an attitude of love, patients and mercy, tempered with a quick prayer to the Spirit of God for God to give, your tongue the proper words to speak, so that whatever level of understanding that the receiver is on, they may then understand what God wants them to comprehend. Pure and simple; “Heaven is Like a Family of Unconditional Love!

A Loving Family Part Two

After seven years in the Southeastern mountains of Kentucky, Every holiday, Aunts, Uncles, cousins and the families married into them, came down for their vacations and get a ways. I didn’t have toys and, things that my cousins had, but I was happy beyond belief. Farm work is hard work, but mostly, I would sneak away almost daily. Pretty much I raised myself in a sense, but at least my Grandparents wasn’t sending me off to live with another Aunt or Uncle. I was learning by trial and error, about nature and mankind. One thing that was next to impossible to sneak away from, was weekly church meetings, and the answers I got from my elderly Grandparents, was short, sweet and direct to a truth that a child could understand.

Before my best friends fathers tractor got burned to the ground by his own son, my understanding of discipline, was that people don’t disrespect their elders or other people without paying a penalty of stripes across their back side, whether it be their buttock, back and legs. My Grandmother was mostly in charge of this detail, because Grandpa would lose his temper and could hurt someone pretty badly, if Grandma didn’t step in. My first crime was me stepping through an unlocked window to retrieve a piece of Christmas candy that my neighbors had given me a piece of earlier that day. When they went Christmas shopping, I went to their house to help myself to another piece I was sure they would not miss. The only problem was they came home early while I was still within their house, and I hid in their closet. Right away they notice someone had been there, and they started searching for the culprit.

Here I am, five years old, and I’ve done my first burglary and I’m hiding in their bedroom closet till I heard them go out on the back porch to graze their eyes over the back hills to see if they spotted the culprit. I took that as my chance to leave and tried to sneak out the front door and make it up the hill and across the road to Grandma house without being seen. To no avail, the neighbors looked around the corner of their back porch and caught sight of me as I was topping the hill. They called Grandma on the party line and told her what I had done. My Grandmother had alway used switches to punish me up till that day, but she took me across the road from their house and picked up a tobacco stick, that’s the big wooden stick, that holds around ten stocks of tobacco, and she whipped me right in front of the neighbors that I had just stolen from, with it. What I found out later though, is that the man of the house had claimed I had played with his shotgun and broke the firing pin, and grandma was responsible for getting it fixed. I had never touched that mans guns.

  Four year later, I was playing with my friend Dude, my best friend to this very day down there in the Southeastern Mountains of Kentucky, and his family were going to a church revival. They told me I had to go home, so off I went to my home and around bedtime, His father came to my Grandmother house with claims that I had burned down his new Ford Tractor. I had done no such thing, and since I was such a terrible liar, my grandmother asked me and I told her the truth that I came straight home without playing on or near his tractor. He demanded that she pay for it or told her that I would be found dead face down in a ditch somewhere nearby. That is when my Grandmother decided that it would be safer for my to go to Dayton, Ohio and live with my poor mother, for my safety sake. Jackson County Kentucky was like Heaven in my life, and now my journey back into Hell was to begin again.

Twenty years later, the man who threatened my life, found out from his own son, that his son had accidentally burned his tractor to the ground because they needed gas for the car they rode around in, and didn’t pull the siphon holes out and had flipped a lit cigarette but down on the ground. I was making regular trips to Kentucky for pounds of marijuana, and that man still never apologized to me. My life of crime kept growing from the day I was sent away from a way of life, were peace, Love and the feeling of unity seemed to be a way of life for a people, who had been really close to God and nature around them. They were the butt end of jokes from city people, and couldn’t understand how one country boy could body slam a half-dozen of them, because throwing fifty-five pounds to sixty-five pounds of bales of hay on a wagon each season, and hanging tobacco in a four tiered barn make a person awful strong. Not only that, I had a bushel basket of common sense to every drop they could muster from a whole group of their selves.

  This is another little known fact. A friend of mine from up here in Dayton, Ohio, took his children down there to Kentucky, Burnside to be exact, and his children had to be tutored, because they were two and a half years behind in school work then all those kids that a lot of you people say that their family trees go straight up without any branches. Just what are you all saying about your selves? Forgive me for that, that just goes and shows you all the stuff I had to put up with. Abuse, comes in different shapes, forms and ways. I like to put everything into an atomic classification. Like the atom, though in reality and Pi, all things fits into three-point something. For instance, three types of abuse, Emotional, Physical and Intellectual. For Instance, if we are to every be wise and use wisdom the correct way, and this is where the point something comes into play, like the value of Pi, We must center our-self and join our-self with only our Heart and Mind, the mind being on top, using these three parts, Logic, Reasoning and common sense filtered through the greatest Love the Heart can muster.

A Loving Family

      At two and a half years old, my Grandmother and Grandfather on my Mothers side, started raising me as one of their own. At the time, they were also raising my sister which is six years older than myself. What is really remarkable about my Grandparents is, besides two being still-born, they had already raised thirteen of their own children. So you can say that they had plenty practice and experience. The reason they had me brought to them though is, I was only a couple of feet be-hide my cousin Ronnie, running with him to catch up with his mother, my Aunt Barbara, when a car sweep his life away right before my face. After the funeral, every time I asked for something to drink or eat, she would start crying, for she was heavy grieving the loss of her baby son, and I was almost the same age.

     Children at that age, doesn’t understand life and death, the way an adult parent does. So I was asked to be sent to my carefree, and two younger Aunts, that was living in or around Dallas, Texas at the time. It could have been me too, that lost his life that day, if I would have been running right beside Ronnie, so off to Texas I went. My Two Aunts down there, their names is, Aunt Esther and Aunt Juanita decided to take me to the beach at the Gulf of Mexico, so that they could lay out, and, I could play and paddle along the bank on a small raft they had bought for me, it had a clear window right under the pillow part and, they said I could look for little fish by looking through the window and paddle my little legs to move around. I fell asleep and somehow the value came loose from its pushed in position, the tide had taken me way out pass the roped buoy, without enough air in the raft, it wrapped itself around me as I started to sink below the waves.

     A few seconds later, the sand bottom meet my foot and I sprung straight up from the bottom and cleared the top of the waves, but the people were a whole lot smaller back on the shore, so I only had enough time to wave and hollered before going under again and again. Finally I spotted my Aunts upon the shore, in what seemed miles away. My Aunt came running toward me and started swimming, as fast as she could, till she finally reached my position. It took us a whole lot longer to get back to the shore than it did for her to get out there to me. Back in this little lagoon area, was a metal dock, surrounded with green algae growing. I’ll never forget it, because a girl pushed me off the dock into the green algae and I was covered with the green stuff. I had now ruined my Aunts day at sun-bathing on the beach and once back into the area of Dallas, my Aunts had called my Grand mother and told her about my two close calls with Death, and she order them to bring me to their two hundred area farm in south-eastern Kentucky.

     Life on the farm, is a lot of work. I would sneak off almost daily, and deserved getting a lot of switching s, which was meant to control me from the dangers that exist within the wild, such as sink holes, cliffs popping up out of no were, which if not aware, I would have been a broken mass of mush, at the bottom of a cliffs, holes in the ground and etc…! My Grandparents kept me for seven years, before a neighbor’s son while siphoning gas out of his brand new Ford Tractor, left the holes in place, and they threw a light cigarette onto the ground before leaving in the car they had just put gas into. His Tractor burnt to the ground, and since I was the last one to be asked to leave, because they were going to a Revival meeting around Turkey Foot I think, Well, Willis automatically thought I was the one who burnt his Tractor, they held Grandma and Grandpa responsible, which I was a terrible liar, and they knew, I was telling the truth about coming straight home without touching his tractor, so they refuse and, Willis promised them that I would be found dead face down in a ditch.

         I was nine and a half years old at the time. My whole time, whippings and all was on long experience of living in the closing thing to Heaven. My Grandparents held the family together, for every holiday, and the Love was a unity, like no other unity, I’ve seen upon Planet Earth since. All my life, I’ve looked for that Family feeling again, and since they passed on, our family has drifted so far apart, that I have seen Families of strangers, come closer together than, Families of the same bloodline and even those who live behind facade, for the sake of public appearance. Real families don’t have to put upon acts. Everything they do is out of a purity of Love, Respect, Honor and all things real. Their first duty is to the God of Gods, Their Second duty is to their self, and last but not least, their children and theirs, equal to knowing that through God, we all are Brothers and Sister, Kings and Queens, Princes and Princesses. In their Hearts and Minds, their Love is pure as the Love we receive from the God of Gods and, the example of their lives, is the example that Gods Son Joshua has for us. Always willing to lay their lives down for Righteousness sake.

     I wanted this for my family when I started one. I’ve seen a few families, but under the surface, one sees the truth as it is.

   

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Behold Love Part Two

As a child, love is, that knowing feeling of trust, that the care of me, is gentle, and healing of anything, that arises and, that gives one, and each of us comfort when discomfort appears. It is a soft voice, and a gentle caress, when sureness of discomfort arises, in any way. It is a feeling of warmth, when there is a chill, all around us, dryness, when we find our self wet, momentarily. All in all, it is being cared for, as soon as, the need arises. It is like soft beautiful music, to the soul, mind, and Spirit. Felt all the way throughout ones body, like wearing silk, with a warm gentle breeze, giving comfort instead of fear and pain. Its power, is the greatest healing quality, of the whole Universe, because, it is real, and it is from God, even if it is coming, indirectly through a parent, or someone else.
Nurturing a child, an adult, an animal, a garden, all things within the Universe, is our purpose in life. What we put into it, is what we should get out of it. The problem is, the people of this world has not been taught from childhood, these qualities that are expected of them, so they have all let the World go to Hell in a handbag. I see it in, my own children, in myself, and in most of you and yours too. If this happens, to make any of you all mad, to hell with the ones it does, and welcome to Hell, the place that, our fore-fathers and fore-mothers, passed on down, to each of us, but getting mad, wanting, or planning to kill me, or any other writer and speaker, that happens to say so, only proves each us correct about this claim, and does not help fix the problem, it only adds too, and worsens, the Hell we, and our past relatives, that have already created for, the children of tomorrow, which is in danger, of never getting here or there, much longer anyway. If any of you must point a finger, make sure you stand before a mirror first, because that is where it must start first, if we all are going to fix our problems of all the hell that has been created, and will arise from the doctrines of future plans, of those things which have been set into motion, things that are to take place later on down the time line, at later dates, we must begin now, with our very own being first.
I began this writing, with such warmth, and love that reminds some of those great feelings, that they were able to experience as a child. Then I wrote paragraph two, and on the horizon, I seen the dark clouds of a storm appear, for out of the darkness, when illuminated with light, Evil becomes visible even to the blind people. Evil uses the cloak of the seven deadly sins, to blind the ignorant of plans of greed, power and destruction. The cloak has two sides to it. On the outside, It may shine as bright as the Sun, glitter with gold and diamonds. Give the appearance of meekness, of a baby lamb of God, but within, it can be darker than night, ready to bury its horns, deep within your Soul and Spirit, and devour you with teeth, of Impure Hell. All meant to corrupt the pureness of The God of Gods, which is constantly warning, guiding, you toward the path of Spiritual Purity.

Love is a quality, when it is true love, bring forth unity, healing, and feelings of the intellectual kind. Not the Emotional kind. Emotional love is possessive, jealous and doesn’t allow others to share their self, even with God, without getting emotional mad and acting like a little child that is spoiled rotten, and needs a good whipping. If this sounds like you, then hear this now, Wake up and Grow up, because you are also part of the worlds Problems. And to prove you are babies, those of you who are like this, if you haven’t already done so, want to quit reading or hearing this be read to you right now. Do you know Why? The truth will sometimes hurt you. But anyone who can continue reading, or listening to the truth, no matter how painful it is, I congratulate and pray Gods Blessings will rain down upon you forever, because I’m just like you, or maybe, was worse than you at one time, because I’ll soon be fifty-six years old, and I’m still struggling to better myself, even though I’m writing these words to you today. You see, twice, I’ve been sent home to die, but I Love everyone, everything in this world, but only God has stood by me, when the rest of the world went upon their way, but only God can deliver each of us from our fear of dying alone! Only can we alone, do the things that is needed to better our self.

So little time, do we each have here upon this Earth. I’m not proud to admit that I wasted most of it. Done so many things wrong, for all the wrong reasons. Lived mostly an Emotional life. You see, at the end of my life, I’ve reached out, to try to help those, who are closest to my heart, but my past and there feelings toward me has even stopped that. So I turned my heart and Love to my largest family, my Brothers and Sister which God created the Spirits living within the each of us. All doors are open, those who wish to enter are welcome, at lest till God says its time for me to exit. Basically Behold Love is my Last will and Testament. I’ve partied like Rock Stars that have died on half the stuff I’ve done. I’ve died a few times myself, and God keeps bringing me back, so this is the reason I write the things I write to you. I don’t know how far he is going to let me go, but I;m going to say a lot of things, most of you may not believe them, but that’s okay too.

I’ve done so much reading, that I can spout off facts all day long. But those facts are not real, if you are not willing to test, and see all the theories, and data for you own minds eye. That center where God lives within us and connects with the center of our Heart where true Love lives. That center is Logic, Reasoning, and Common Sense. Otherwise, we all are some glorified parrots, which can be deceived by lies, delusions, and deceit. Take no ones word for anything, not even mine. Prove it to your self. Don’t fear being a real leader, even if you lose every friend or family member in this world, With God on your side, you will not go wrong ever again! Amen! Hopefully you will join me for another, “Behold Love Part Three!

Behold Love Part One

Peoples of The World,

     I have written many things to think about. Things to consider. Things to strive to understand, and to reread over and over to gain different insights of understanding. For it take volumes and volumes of understanding just to understand. Let your Hearts be the guide, but first, remove all emotions, all the things that control your feelings toward the places of Hatred, Hurtful Feelings for yourself and others. Let your seat of The Living God, that is within your mind, be the controlling factor of your heart for the Words and, however many Parts this Almighty God allows me to write, the if my time upon this Earth permits, able to proof-read and edit to Gods perfection, not mine or your perfection.

      It is the children, that lives, through the coming tribulations, that these words will best be suited for, because us old Goats, us old Sheep and, us wolves are polluted and corrupted be the sins of our bad experiences that life has already branded, seared and scarred our Souls and Spirits with the Sins of the generations before us. In truth, we are all watchers. We are all seers. We all are hypocrites with Doctrines in falsehoods and parroting what we believe to be truth, when in reality, under the foundation of Gods Truth, our logic, our reasoning and, our common sense is biased by what we have been taught, and if I was wrong about this, then the world would already be living in unity with a thousand years of Gods years of Peace.

       Within Each person, the Trinity of Universal Entities, only have on a daily basis, three names we all use for them, which we dummy down the power of, and remain ignorant to its real Power. “You, Me and I.” As you see those three words written there, that is the proper place that they belong for Harmony, Peace and Unity. That way alone, bring Honor, Truth and Consideration upon ones own self and Glorifies God. Now you can switch the first with the second, and still be within Truth and Consideration, but Honor has been removed from Gods proper Place and, Placed first upon, ones own self first, and God is honored second, because Me is the Child part of ones own self, and You is the part that God plainly is Universal in the Trinity. Now where the ten percentile, those who are UN-aware and believe that all, or most of mankind only uses 10% of their minds, really place their self upon a pedestal above God, you and all the rest of Us, the Me and I’s or the I’s and Me’s, because they believe only in their self, and a win-win situation is out of the question, plus they interest is only in unifying their self with an Individual approach, I win for me and your loss to me. The Power players. In the game only to control their self-gratification and care not a thing about unity as long as they win and your loss.

     Well, that gives us the first keys to power, both the right and wrong way, as well as your way. Learn to be analytical, if your heart has, any real desire to know the real Truth. Don’t be ignorant and, show your ignorance by always writing from your emotional feelings in ways that you think it makes you sound educated. It’s bad enough that this uneducated foolish person, if your going to take my past into account, and believe me, the day comes quick, when we all are going to have to be accountable for all of our actions, words and deeds. All my life, all I ever wanted, was a family, willing to invite my over, and show me what it feels like to be a unified family of blood relatives, but since I was nine months old, fifty-five going on fifty-six years later, I finally found out, that it Gods real family, that with the exception of a couple, couldn’t hold a flame, to the Honor, Trust and Love that the Family God has given. The only blood that we share, is the blood of his Sons and prophet have given for Us!

      You want your place among that Family, you have to earn it. Even when you haven’t earned it, they will still show it, by their examples, actions and words, without judgements, which they leave entirely between God and, You and Me! So if you are ready to learning part two, and if God is willing for you to hear it here, because this isn’t the only place, or time that he has given you this information, but his Grace willing, Part Two is shortly behind this part. I’m leaving no one out, not even my self. as a matter of Fact, all facts a provable and verifiable, one heard as Theories, they can be brought forth as Facts of Solid Gold Truth. No longer theories, like so many other writer’s unsubstantiated emotional dribble, that is slanderous and venomous. Fiction isn’t non-fiction. Most Governments have so many different war going on, upon their own people, but it makes me sick to see our people warring with Governments, other Peoples because of their race, color or creed, and it’s even more uncouth, inconsiderate, against Gods Holy commandments, for people to Disrespect, Dishonor and Demonize their Family whether blood or not. Read it for yourself at these few places in the Bible, and if you don’t believe in the bible, with time, I can quote the places in the Letter of the Law. For Part One; the Bible: ” Ex. 20:12, 1 Sam. 2:30, Pr. 3:9, Lu. 18:20, Rom. 12:10, Rom. 13: 7, Eph. 6:2, 1 Tim. 1:17, 2 Tim. 2:20, Heb. 2:9, Heb. 5:4, Es. 6:9, Rev. 4:11. Any version, your choice.

The Word Defined

Words carry the seeds of violence, of war and also of peace. From all perspectives, those of peace, are the most mature and, are the most truthful words, out of all words, spoken or written. My words must be unbiased and defend all sides equally, for if life isn’t equally given consideration, then the likelihood of slavery could and does exist. Slavery is wrong, and there is not anyone, whether it be Race, Creed, Color, Stature within the all the echelon of power, and because of this, it is also wrong, for any of us to look back into our histories of Slavery, and still hold negative feelings toward to screw-ups of our ancestors.

     As a young man, between the ages of 13 and 16, I had studied some works of religion, and philosophy. It became my moral duty to look for a way of bringing about peace, in a world that seemed to have declared war on everything. I went about it in a scientific way. Everyone became my guinea pig. I called myself a reactionary at that one point. I would come off the wall with words or actions, testing others for their reaction or actions. Also, at the same time I was watching everyone. This is the way our children learn about their parents, parents about their children, etc… . People are at different degrees of logic, learning and common sense. One Genius may be ignorant of another genius who excels in a different way. We all are different, with common ground that makes us all alike.

     After many decades, I have finally realized, the world can only be changed, and saved, through the levels of teaching our children, the basis of using their imaginations as a blackboard, as a scientific instrument to test theories, that way, they come up on their own, without having to Parrot so and so, no other persons, except the ones who theorized, and their selves who through scientific method and discipline their scientific research, joyfully brings them to scientific Fact! So here is the Word defined.

     For those of us, who can take the data that is, or seems to be always changing, and process it, so that we can change with it, then we have a place in the future of things to come, to those of us, who are so set in our ways, whether right or wrong, and we refuse to change, refuse to be taught real truths, then the world stands at a place of sorrow, and we are just waiting for you to die, so we can try to save a planet, that you always seem to be destroying for your own gain, even when you have families, that you will be leaving behind, to reap a whirlwind of you caused destruction. May the God Almighty be merciful to all of Us and this world which sustains all life upon it. 

Now is Eternal

Icebreaker! Megalomania! Words of truth? Human? Where’s your proof? Where does the lie begin? Where does it end? Be it frailty of heart, mind, and soul? How does it feel, not to be whole? Walking through the stations of Now in time. Just where in Now, will I find your mind? Will it be upon tomorrow or yesterday, maybe even today? But it’s always Now, everyone will say. Where does the lie begin, and where does it end? Of Truth, are you a true friend? Shopping upon the shores of memories, refusing to let some of them go. Is this what keeps you from being whole?

Whole with what you want to know, with a harmonic Universe being one on the go. Dragging our feet through time gone by, lost sight of the Now in my mind’s eye. If only I could understand what it takes to be one, with a Universe of  everyone and everything. Then I would know how to stay in the Now, and always let my heart sing. To be Loving all of our selves Now, we do not need any crying towel. Riding the waves way up high, being immortal and never  worrying about having to die. Oh how we All could fly, come up here with me in the Minds Eye! Understand these words of this poem I have made. Brought to you only, by one of a Loving Sons of God! Loving All of, The God of Gods Creation, Michael Grady Wade!

An Open-Minded approach to Leadership

Students of Life,

We are brought into this world, without choice of what culture, what religion or, what race we are. We do not have a choice to what parents or, how rich of a family we come from. What we have to do is, come to the point in our life where, the only thing that matters is, we dump everything we were taught by others, me including, and open our hearts and minds, to the One God, the One Spirit of Truth, and come to the facts of our beliefs, through the proof, backed up through all the religious and, non-religious writings. That Golden thread that is, the same in all of them, that is where, the truth is found.

No matter the age of a person, no matter the beliefs, of a person, we all are children, created in, and by the same spirit of God, not in the flesh, but in the spirit, bound by flesh. If we work hard and live, love and react, to all of life realities, as the reality of the presence of God, at work through all things, then all things, will show this presence, within our lives, our ways, and our feelings. Governments, the world over, are not different, in the ways they serve the people, of their leadership, for mankind can, this is influenced, by the wealth and prosperity, of the Big Businesses, that offer them, that magic number, of their continued support. Take that power from any one, or group of men, and put the decision of Global matters, into the hands of the people, who it affects, and make it accountable to the environment, the people and, all life within the Eco-system, of universal matter, manner and harmony, of all different life forms, believe the corruption would stop, and life would be prosperous, toward all things, including big business, as long as, big business, doesn’t become greedy, and self-serving.

I am a patriot, I love my Country, its people, and think that all of us should have a mind-set of world patriotism, that we all should care, that each person living upon this planet, should be free of all repercussions, for believing in Peace, Justice and Accountability. It is from the Fore-Fathers and those historicist, of great men and women, from times beginning, that spoke for the betterment of life, liberty and justice, for all life living and, co-existing upon this planet where all life can be found. Those who couldn’t be bought with Gold, Silver and Jewels of immense wealth, for in doing so, they became corrupted, by powers of Evil and destruction, of said same life. A Patriot, is someone who, unlike myself, was brave enough to speak out in the face of their own destruction, even though they were of good health and, had the youth, and possibility of living a long life, many of them sacrificed those lives, for what was right, then as much as, it is right now.

I am a poor example, of those Great ones. For now, I am at the end of my life, here upon this earth, my health doesn’t give me the time, to do much at working toward a goal, of waking up people to the concepts of living a righteous life, and I myself, with a past that darkens the stain of righteousness. All I can do is write these few words, in hopes to inspire, those who have lived righteously, throughout their time in this world, or even to those who are not living righteously, to give them the chance to change their lives, to carry on, from where I must leave off. Also, it is my contribution, knowing both sides, both Good and Evil, that I am able to speak to everyone, from their own standpoint in life. Karma-tic Justice, is running its course throughout my body. I am reaping, that which I have sown. Everything that I thought, I’d escaped punishment from, God has now shown, that no one escapes, their due punishment. Whether I suffer my way, throughout the rest of my time, here upon Earth, it is a small price to pay, to go to an after life of, Gods purity and Loving Mercy.

All of Us, stand each moment, at the crossroads of choice, to do what’s Good and Right, to choosing what’s Evil and wrong. Those of Us, who are asleep to, the over-flowing Love of righteousness, will be led by our closed-mindedness and, closed heart-felt Love of righteousness, and automatically choose things, according to our greediness of self-propelled, non-consideration, of all living things around us. Unaware, of the full penalty of our choices, we choose of each moment, that we must be making a choice. A Doctrine of, “Do unto others, before they Do unto You”, instead of, “Do unto Other, as You would Have them Do unto You”! If you are ready to wake up, truly to become alive, within the Body, of the, God of All Gods, then lay all the Holy books, side by side, read from each of them, and compare. Find that, which each are in agreement upon, then research the newest, to the oldest of them, and that, which is the same, though the names may differ, from one to the other, but on speaking terms, it is the same in story details, you will come to see, the Golden Thread of Truth, that makes them all the same, and that sameness, is the real truth. The rest has been corrupted, and deluded, with words of disillusion, meant to control the distance, of how far you can go, upon your own, and so that, you will seek guidance from mankind’s leaders, though they are fallible, and through these leaders, who depend upon your support, and their need of your funds to support them, they give you advice, not through experience, though there are a few that do, most give illogical reasoning, to keep the veil pulled down over your eyes, hoping that you are not able to raise it, and look beyond, into the face of the truth of God.

It is better to learn the things of God, through the spirit of God, it is OK, to discuss with Leaders of the church, those things you read, but do not understand, but by no means, take what you discuss with them, as being the True Gospel, unless God impresses upon your Heart, Mind and Spirit, the truth of Logic, Reasoning, and Common Sense, which will illuminate you and, all things will ring with his presence and truth. Your only task in life, is to bring about an awakening of your Soul and Spirit, to the ever presence, of an Every-Lasting, Ever-Loving and, a Living All knowing God. The One, and the Same in, All Religions, All of Creation, that is a constant fact going on, every moment of every nano-second in the Now of Eternity.

Storms of Life

     In life we find ourselves, facing many different types of storms. There are those that come from the elemental type, then there are those that come from the emotional type, and of course, the Spiritual type. All of them have a way of wrecking havoc in our lives, but some, (the Elemental type), suppose to have safe guards in place, for when they happen, rescue is following through, to help keep, the loss of life down to, the bare minimum. Just a few years ago, Katrina was one such storm, News of it effects, kept us glued to our television sets, and the whole country, stood by in awe at its destruction, while our government held back the truck loads os supplies. Five days later, a Tsunami hit the world, and America sent Navy, and Air support to the victims within twenty-four hour, with medical supplies, food, water and medicine to the disaster relief victims, and I applaud them for it.

     What really upset me is, they still had people right here in America, our own country, starving, dying, and suffering without drinking water, from Katrina’s storm, and all of you here in America, set glued to your Tv’s, instead of writing, or calling, your congressmen and women, that Americas interest, is in its taxpayers, and the children of those tax-payers of tomorrow, if we are to continue helping out those in need in other parts of the world. So the next time our country suffers the devastation of a large destructive storm, it would be nice, to see our government move, and get services to our people, within twenty-four hours, like they did during the Tsunami that happened almost a week after Katrina, which to this very day, some people are still waiting, for our governments help, from the devastation of Katrina’s disaster.

Hello world!

Welcome to WordPress.com. Hello World!

     This from this point and date, is the first writing, (Blogging) done after Windows Live converted over to WordPress.com. As you will see, I have other blogs that date back before this date. I also have links, whether they follow this transition or not, you will find them on Opera.com under the same name; “archangelwade”, and it is my sincere hope that if I’ve written anything that helps another, then what my purpose is, has been righteously done. Everything I write, is not meant to be taken as an egotistical ramblings of someone who thinks, or feels better about their self than others, for my past is filled with everything, that gives me insight into the lives of those who have the experiences, that qualifies them to know things others can only guess at.

     I am blessed, to be on the path that I am on today. If I had not of broken away from my old path of my past life, then it’s most likely that none of these writings could, or would have taken place. I alway have felt that, I have Loved everyone in the world, more than I have ever Loved myself. But how can anyone call that love real, if they don’t care about their own self. Not to the point of selfish or, self centeredness, but to the point of equality. To many people in the world are stuck on only, all they care about is the one they call me, and they only go as far as I will allow them to benefit their Me’s. Their you’s being only a means to manipulate the growth in power, wealth and all Benefits for Me that I desire, within their selves.

     So, now that I’ve given the world these words, I hope that we can share with each other on everything under the Sun, knowing that there are so many things that makes us different, but on the big picture, those things mean nothing, compared to the things that makes us the same. I want to share the things that help each of us to become unified, not the things that are argumentative, or separate us from the being true spiritual created children of the God of Gods, whether or not that you even believe in God. I would like to make friendships that no differences can split, breakup or destroy. These types of friendships require us to have the principles of truth, honesty and loyalty to a cause greater than our own selves. They also require us not to ever allow ourself to be emotional, even if we feel or believe different, but to be centered within our self within out Intellectual self using the trinity of logic, reasoning and common sense.

     With the Imagination, we can truly become creatures of creation, that creates a world of understanding and divine servitude to making this world better for our children, theirs and also for our self. The imagination is the key, or tool within our minds, like a living blackboard, to work out life problems, so that we may put forth the correct actions at the correct times, that way we serve the greater good of all things properly and, continue in the right direction of walking upon the path of righteous treatment of our selves, our children, families and others, including all living things within the universe.

Nightmares during Lifes Journey

     I know that I’m not alone when I say, "Almost every organization will take advantage of those who can not afford to defend theirself."  I wish I could express just the right words to get my point across, but knowing that this would include more cuss words and threats, plus homeland security would be knocking on my door within hours of it’s publication, I’ll just keep my emotions out of it, at least the best I can. Please allow me to give you a few examples of my life lately, and I want you to remember, a doctor told me in October 2005, that I would be lucky to live two to six months. Thank God Almighty, he wasn’t speeking on Gods behalf. Next, I have five disabilities, all which make life mostly unbareable, but I have accepted that one moment I maybe here, and the next I may not.

     I have bought new phones from Tracfone that couldn’t be activated, a new phone through a dealer for PagePlus and told it was a Page plus phone and also sold a montly card that supposed to give me unlimited long distance, unlimited web, picture messages and text as well as free 411 call. The next day I called customer service and they sent a signal that says my phone wasn’t or couldn’t be new because it had been flashed and my monthly card is worthless on it. Now the worse DEMON DEAL I got caught up into. It needs it’s own paragraph.

     Verizon Wireless being sold from a local Store, sold me a blackberry phone supposely for $29.99, the catch is I must also carry a data plan, since it’s a smartphone, but was told that I had thirty days to return it with a $35.00 restocking fee. They also said they would sweeten the deal and give me a modem for free. I walked out the door believing that my monthly bill would be around $110.00 a month and plus I would get a $100.00 rebate om the phone and $50.00 dollar rebate on the modem. Guess what? Within two weeks I look in my phones My Verizon Icon and, It says that I owe $257.92. I about crapped my pants. So I took the phone and the unopened modem back to the store to return them within my alotted thirty days and paid the $35.00 plus tax on both the phone and modem. Yet the new guy that I was dealing with behind the counter, after giving him a hundred dollar bill and I had witnesses at both the buying and returning, as well as every receipt to prove these words true, he tells me that since I returned the modem and he waived a $175.00 early termination fee since I was returning the items before the thirty days were up, really it was closer to nine or ten days, that if I kept the phone, my bill would now be around $105.00 to $110.00.

     So that put me back into my limited wage bracket, so I agreed and walked out of the store a happy man again, but had forgot to ask for my reselving fee to be returned. then a few days later, I went to My Verizon Icon and about had a Heart attack, which I only have 40% of my heart working anyway, they said I now owed $355.92 and I haven’t had the phone but almost a month, as a matter of fact, I have all the paperwork and the rebated is dated to be in by 12/06/10. I bought this piece of crap and have already spent close to $200.00 and I bought it October 7th 2010 and they want $355.92 and they turn me off before I had it a month. Just because I called their customer service and complained that they are robbing us disabled people who are on a limited income and, They are not even using a gun to do it. This is my first negative blog, and I assure you all, I’m just getting started.

     Their a so many corporations that are taking advantage of us, and we as one person each are letting them rob us as well as letting them screw-up our credit ratings. Well, not me, I’m not paying them another dime and if they want to take me to court, good, I got all the paper work, the witnesses, and if they still win, they will get it anywhere from 1 cent a month to $1.00 a month and all by USPS money order. Depends on how much more they _iss me off.

    My dear friend and readers, I’m sorry that I’ve got to write crap like this, But, I will not lay around and, let myself to keep quite, about the wrongs within our world, so they have made a warrior out of me, who so long in my life has been almost everyones door matte, who they just keep wiping their feet on me.

Finding yourself in all the confusion of Life

     Within these walls, that we call our bodies, holds the minds (Spirits) of what we call our selves. The reason that I say selves, is because each of us see and believe our self to be individuals of those around us. We all are taught, what to believe by our different cultures, religions and nationalities. It becomes so easy to accept, as truth, what our loved ones, our teachers and our government leaders ask us to believe, because being lazy of mind and body is easier than having to research all the logic, then reason with that logic, to come up with a common sense truth for ourselves. Take notice of these words, “WE All have been deceived when we do not question everything we think we know!” 

     The theme to my blogs, has to do with bring the world together as one. Knowing that everything in the universe is connected as one mass, and no matter what any of us want to believe, even this universe, is connected to a mass of other universes, which common sense dictates, is connected to a mass of even a larger mass of larger masses of other universes ad infinitum. Yet, for us humans, grasping these concepts is impossible until we learn to grasp the complete and truthful concept of ones own self and, ones own self’s place within the whole of all things. This is only the beginning of a journey, that leads to eternity, our place in it, but, you are not allowed to go upon this journey with me because, only those who posses a open mind and, open heart can travel with me, fore that is the only vehicle that allows us to use our logic, reasoning and common sense area of our brains. It is also, the only part of the brain that, gives us access to the truth, which flows to and from, that which I call, “God”.

     Now, I have been stricken with, an enlarge blood clod, within my left hip, ulcers on my left leg an ankle, also pulmonary embolism, failing heart and, possible now, a blood clod within my head, because from awake to sleep, I suffer from a headache from hell it seems. I would guess, that whatever we have done in life, that is wrong, karma will make us pay full price for our sins. Mainly I write these for my Child and my Grandchild that My child has have, but decided one day, that we all are brothers and sister of the One True God, and decided to share them with all that may benefit from these words. It is important, that we trust no one with what is truth and what is not truth, till we can prove it within our logic, reasoning and common sense part of our selves, and the truth will always illuminate one self with the God of Gods and then we find our self a servant unto all of life and God has become a servant unto each one of us. For this reason, we were created, and this reason, God will continue to prefect us into perfectness of Sons and Daughters of the One True God.

     I hope to continue this with more to come. It has come time for me to rest for a while. So please forgive me for my shortness of energy, and I ask that you all who follow reading my blogs will say a prayer that I come up with the energy to write more later today or as soon as possible. I also pray that all of you, no matter what your religion, no matter what your beliefs, will think a quick prayer that God will hear and give me the strength to get written what words God wants me to belay to all of you my family. I have the upmost respect for all religions, if they lead you to the real truth that God is and filled with the Love that God has for each of us. In the Christians Bible, there is a verse I would like you all to try and understand. It is Revelations 12:9. Then ask your selves, What part of the whole are you not? I have a lot of respect for all the religions, as far as the truth goes. The rest is deceiving and, from men who wish to enslave us to remaining ignorant of the truth so that we maybe controlled to their own ends. Be wise as Solomon and filled with the loving True Spirit of The God of All Gods. Till next time, Peace be with us all.

To Mr. L on the eastern seaboard.

To my friend I meet on the telephone at work, Mr. L.,

     We, find all kinds of tid bits in the news, on the net, and, also Newsletters of interest. The newsletter I said, I would leave you, on my blog site, is called: Globalresearch.ca or, you can google Global Research E-Newsletter and, follow the link, to sign up. Anyone, looking to know the truth, should read what these newsletters have to say, and then, research for yourself, what truth there is within. I think, the people would be shocked, to know the real truth, and the whole truth.

Thoughts of the Day

     If we do not continue, to expanding our minds, as to reach one single high plateau, then, we are subjecting ourselves, to living an aimless existence, instead of improving the quality of our life, and the lives of our children and theirs, we condemn ourselves to a sure end. Yet, there are dangers to expanding the mind if, we fall short of intelligence and, if we become egotistical and blinded, by the power of knowledge. To self delude ones self, from believing, that others, can not know what we have come to know, and we do not show them, the respect every creature created deserves. We must transend, the urge to feel superior, over those, who lack the intelligence that we our selves have come to know. It is impossible, to teach it to those, who are not ready to receive, its light of revelation, and we, are more ignorant, than those we think to be so. 

Real Life or Ideal Life?

We all have an Idea, what life should be like. In all of our best efforts, we strive at living, the ideal life to be… but, real life always seems to find us, in our past or future, right when we don’t want it too, because, we are real busy, living our ideas of life, instead of living, with our self in the present, present as always, within the real world, that we owe our existence too, and the existence, of our seed also!

We may have respect for all of life but, we can and do, always disrespect our selves, or even, those things, we choose to serve in life, that when doing them, we are at our most thought happiness state of being. This is why, we must learn too think, in more of an openness minded and heartness, to everyone’s rights, to do those things, which do not infringe, upon the rights of all living things, yet, in a social environment, we have to learn to respect, those differences of others, and everything living, if we are to receive respect, from the community of all living things…but, real life, seems to be about, what we have to have, to survive reguardless of the things, that we are blinded too?

It’s about everything corrupted with the indifferences, thinking and convincing ourselves that, I got better things to do, than listen to you. This is the attitude of the workers everywhere because, they are paying everywhere, for everything, and when they need it most, well, what do you know, they have too pay for it again, with the giving of themselves and taking away, from all other things living, as well as, with their very own lives, and the lives of their children. This is real life. Raw and unwanted, is what we get. Yet our leaders, and theirs, are indifferent, to what ever we need, or what we got to say. Do you know why? It is because, in the forms of competitiveness, we are always trying, to out do anyone, and each other, who is in the same standing as we, our self.

Gaining understanding, comes best, with experience. You and I, we will never understand nothing in real life, till real life is about to end, for us ourselves, if we are not sensitive to the needs of everything in life, and then putting forth the actions, and efforts, to ensure, that every thing has what it needs. All wealthy persons would, argue upon end, that that dream of unity, would just make everyone equal to them, and armies upon armies, wave upon wave, would diverge upon, whatever world leader, that would try to unify, every other nations leaders to join them, in the above fore mentioned ideal world.

So in conclusion of this writing here, we are going to continue hearing, lie upon lie, while seeing, across this planet we live on, the continuance, of its rape, pillage and it’s dying, as well as, killing of its eco-system, that supports all of our lives upon it, in the present known sense that is. Well, I can only give it to you, as I sense it to be, and as my life experiences has seen, as I see it, as I have experienced it and, as I have lived it, as well as, those that I know around me have lived it. So keep on living, and don’t let karma pay you with death, when all your deeds that you do, this minute, because this minute, whether it was ten thousand years ago, or ten thousand years from now, this minute NOW, is the only time that exist in Eternity! 

Knowing or Thinking

 

 

For us to be free, we must empower our self with knowledge. Only then can we understand, not one side, but all sides of that which we choose too. It is through self inspiration, that we find the will to educate our self, but it is through this self awareness, that we find the truth in the fact that, if we do not wish to empower our self, others can not care less, what we know and, care even less, at what we wish to do for them. We can not help those who do not come to us with the thirst for direction, because it is wrong for us to believe we have the power to teach others what we know. They must learn it for their self or, they will be easily mislead, to believe whatever anyone teaches them, whether it is right or wrong.

Knowledge is truly power. When acquiring it, we will find our selves, bubbling over with the urge, to teach it too others. From that feeling of greatness, our intentions are to share, but they will only be rejected, and our friends will reject us, with rejection of the power they never intended too search for in the first place. You will be looked upon, as a know it all, with an attitude and, held in contempt, for the insertion of knowledge you offer out of your love and wanting to help those you love. They will justify this in their minds as, they couldn’t know any better than me, so they are trying to look better than I am.

It is better, to just point them, to some place, they can find the knowledge they seek or lack and, hope they will put forth, the energy to search out the truth for them selves. Do we need to be right? It is a natural feeling to help those who we care for and, also to help those we don’t know, but the stranger, will accept your help, a hundred times faster, than a friend or loved one will. It is through experience, that we find our self, face to face with knowing. Any time before that, we can only assume and think we know. It is more rewarding to point someone in the direction of knowledge and, then see them coming up with, the same conclusion that we ourselves have come too know.

The greatest teacher, is the teacher that inspires the minds of those they wish to help, to search in places, that they have offered directions too, and then to allow them, the time too come back with, the information that shows, that their help wasn’t in vain. To push someone upon, what we ourselves know as truth, will only push our friends or, possible friends, farther away from the real truth. So be patient, and allow everyone the time too be empowered with their own knowledge, that none of us has the right to claim it as our own. Just have the comfort in knowing, it is everyone’s equally, and if we are to share, it is the directions, in where it can be found, and it is their own responsibility too find it for them selves.

It has been, years of trial and error, that knowing this, has come to light for me. Many people would love too tell you, that they taught it all to me. Taking credit for, what another has achieved and learned. That only shows the weakness of ones own mind, when they can not give credit to the one that has learned it for their own self. They think in their weak minds, that they deserve credit for what you have found out your own self. Do not let this lower you too their standards, but see it as it is. Some one trying to take credit for the achievements that we each must learn. It doesn’t mean a thing, if they knew it or, even helped point you in the right direction. It is you that took the initiative to check it out, and quit possibly, you have taken more in-depth and, understand it better than what they have told you about it.

Nothing, as well as, everything, means nothing, if it has, no meaning to you. So many ignorant people want to take credit for, thing others sweat and put hard work, as well as, deep thought into. An example of this is, in the nineteen nineties, a leader in the United states was telling people that he was responsible for the internet. What a liar he is. The internet was around way before he was going to school. It first came about for the sharing of ideas among the worlds scientists. From there it grew to become what is still is becoming today. Lies to impress others only shows ignorance to those who already know. There is a difference in them, just as there’s a difference in these two statements, “I think I can”, verses “I know I can”.

So, everything I write, isn’t meant to try an impress you the reader, it is to inspire the reader. I’ve been reading most of my life, but still, I’m as ignorant as, the next guy. I’m just a drop in the ocean, as we all are. To learn everything, it is impossible. To know a lot of things, that is possible. To put your self above others is like, believing your self to be the God of Gods, it makes you more ignorant than you need to be. Don’t believe anyone, if you don’t research it, for your own self. Do whatever it takes, to inspire yourself. There is no religion, higher than Truth! There is truth, in all religions, yet time has added, to the truth within them, by those who wished, to be remembered, just as much as, the God of Gods had conveyed nothing but the truth so that we would not be blinded, by the acts of mankinds nature. By simply appling these truths, to yours and my life, you and I will or, would, rise above the Evils of the self and, acsend to the heights of Sonship, or daughtership, of the God Of Gods, to become, true keepers and preservers, of all things within, life itself. Everything is Sacred.

You will find, that when, or as you climb up, within your mind and your heart, those around you get desperate and, do everything in their power to pull you back down too their level of hell. So the only logical conclusion to change is, educate yourself, but only inspire others, as well as empower them, to climb out with you. If we are to turn things around and go forward, we must unify with our own self first and then, every living thing within this whole universe next. Only then will we be fit to be called Citizens of civilization. I am no more than a messager, with a message. I am choosen, from the lower depths of this world. It takes experience to understand. Who among the rightous, can say that they, understand the unrightous? Who among the unrightous, can say that they understand the rightous? It is time for us to find peace. Peace must first start from within. Before there can be peace anywhere, everyone and everything must first KNOW IT WITHIN. This I know. I do not think it to be so, I know it to be so.

  

 

Other Places

Technorati Profile I find myself wishing that I could go to other places. Not those that remain in your mind, then casually dismissed. I would like to go to a place, that I am not known, for the thing that are in my past, but what I’m doing now. It is true that things are always changing, yet, there are those who alway resist change, for fear of failing. My past is decorated with crimes and punishments, and some punishments are still being paid. Karma is a teacher of lessonings, that once learned, change is good, if the changing we do, is good for all things in total. It is good to use our imaginations, for the advancement of thought and placements in life. Be constructive in everything thought, does always mean that life will not be trying of ones negative spot, but it will carry us through the fires of tribulations, which are always burning around us daily. Who knows, maybe it’s own fire, will catch the world ablaze and, we will all unify to carry each other over to the other side. The journey, will always make us weary, what the world needs is, a friend upon, some like theirself, they can depend. Like the borders, imaginary lines, make one way, for yourself and me, to rise above, the drowning sea, of negativity. Unity is the key, at joining you and me, two as one, even better if we make it three. Now!!! Can everyone See?

Discrimination

     Discrimination, in our minds maybe thought of as, that’s the other persons problem, when in reality, its everyone’s problem. Whether if, or even if not any of us, it’s still everyone’s problem. We, can not escape the turmoil, when it goes off around you everyday, in some way, or another. So discrimination, is a sickness that, you and I are born into. It becomes part of you. When you grow up, and are dealing with it, on a day to day bases, you can not escape either, being prejudice, or being indifferent too it. And all the things, that people can be prejudice about is, Everything!!!

     Sure, there are those groups out there, that are founded on the principles of fighting prejudices, but real soon, they are awakened too the cold hard facts, that money, in great amounts, is needed for education, and its appliances of, within our communities while also being sure of full accountability. Most of them fall short of, their prime directive, for their full attention, is being paid to finances of the organization and, themselves, instead of, why they gained their existence, in the first place. Quite frankly, people are too busy, making a living, instead of, having any time, too dedicate to themselves. How easy, it would be, to control the populations, of the world and, if working like slaves, barely pays the bills, "We" would not, have any time too leisurely educate ourselves and, unify with our environment, and the environments, around us. Boom Boom, out go the lights. Wake up. Unify! Don’t remain in the dark, in this world or, the next.

     People, things are, the way they are, because we let them be. Yeah, sure, you can not do anything by yourself if, you believe that. That’s a cope out, as well as, an out right lie. You have a voice. You can say with it, whatever you want, but, don’t be afraid to speak the truth. It is the truth that, sets all people free. Not your truth, but the truth that all can prove and, agree upon. The truth that protect everyone. The truth that accepts us as an individual, against groups larger than us, can and do over-power us, and enslave us, to their liking, not to ours. We must lay down those things, that make us weak and, an over indulgence of anything, is your weakness as well as mine, that’s how you can tell, what they are. Hidden and intertwined within ourselves, is the down fall of our characters. Removing them is painful. Don’t be afraid to search for help. Everyone is eager to help, and they can, as long as, you are patient with all their own faults and, wait for them to speak, those golden rays of wisdom.

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A Little Of Every Thing!!!!

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     There is a Golden thread, that connects this whole Universe together, as One Body. You can move around everything within it, and, you can not make it unconnected, anywhere! This thread, remains invisible, in most of the wavelengths, that we call sights, by the different colored lights. Ultraviolet, infrared are just a few of the rays of light with your x-ray and gamma rays and so forth. From one point of the spectrums to its other, everything that coexist in this universe is found there. Yep, Us too. Now if you could stand back and take a look at that whole spectrum of all the different spectrums, you would be looking at, what I call and know, as God. So if you ask me whether I believe in God, you bet your life I do.

     Now the world is full of B’s & B’s, (my own personal definition) and they have one short ounce of knowledge, yet, you all know them, because they act, as if they know it all, and try their damndest, to show you they do, whether you want them too, or not. Don’t get me wrong, we all have different degrees of this mental sickness. Can not help it, us living in a world like ours. We all, are journeying when we start life, without a manual, to by pass the idiosyncrasies, of our lost parents, who think they know more than their, finally experienced parents. What a mess we have, when the gatekeepers, are corrupted to the core and, the world is not progressing into, an intelligent way of civilizing and adapting their ways, as the mistakes of our Ancestors have made, and leaving us, always making the same mistakes, over and over again.

     In Classing all things, it gets me to wondering, just when, are we going to see, that whatever we do to once class of things, other things in all the other classes, are effected by it. We are taught from school years and up, if not before, too compete with others. Just where does it say, compete against all others? Though no one asked me, I’m still going too say, I think you all have out classed yourselves, and competed us all, into a world of many animosities for different Classes. Hey! Don’t hate me for speaking the truth. But, you can hate me a little for calling you B’s & B’s. :->

     Every time someone says something, without being conscious of what they are saying, and who they are saying it too, it is easy to hurt their feelings. People are a feelings type of (emotional) beings. An open minded and open hearted person, can be crushed, by a mean closed minded and closed hearted person. When this happen over an over again, it’s like dying. It makes you want to say to them, "How many times and, how many ways, must I suffer the pain you cause me, before you learn, how much love I have for you? The Love I have within, is real, it fills me too over-flowing, and if your love is real for me, you would not be so indifferent to my feelings. But let us face it. People have let their self be ruined, not from others per se but, from not telling people how they feel. Amongst our brothers and sisters, our pride and egos, make us the craps we are.

     All of you are my Brothers and Sisters, Sons and Daughters and, my elders are, my moms and dads, but, Only the, "God of the Gods, and Goddesses, is my Creator, my Father and my Universe. This does not gladden my heart, when I see, so many of you without direction, without purpose and feeling, as if life is cursed. If life is cursed, it is man, who brings about the darkness, we have in this world. Among all the species, of this planet, mankind, is the true destroyer and, this does not have to be so. To feel any other way, is being false with you, and, self deceitful with myself. This is the core, from which all my sadness, flows from. So easy, is the solution, to fix this world, yet, among those of you, who refuse to change, force has never been an option. Unity can only come from choice. We are left alone in this world, without enough people, to inspire us, to educate ourselves, in the ways of true righteousness.

     I am no stranger, to all the ways, that there can be. I’ve been the Dawn, and the Dusk, that stands between, the darkness, and the light. Yet, I say it not to gain recognition, only that all of you I do recognize. Mostly, I’m in balance, with my two extremes. I know it is easy, to be deceived, even without leaving your own home. I known, as most of you too, all the different pains in life. Physically, Mentally and Spiritually. Yet, I’ve had the pleasure, of knowing the greatest of joys as well as, the greatest of pain. I hear some of you women now. I’ve been gunshot and had a compound fracture. I’ve been kidnapped, pistol whipped and beaten with sticks and clubs for ten hours. I guess some of you women have had babies with less suffering, yet, many have suffered as much if not longer. I’m not trying to win any kind of contest. I’ve died a few times, but, that was kind of peaceful, once, real dark without thought even.

     The thing is though, we can be deceived, without believing, we are deceived. Ready to die for something we know, when, what we know, is not right either. You, Me and I, must take, what our parents, and theirs, tell us is right, as being right. What If, they are wrong? Are you going to continue to believe what is wrong, instead of, what is right? The problem is, most of us do. Most of us, feel like killing you, even if, you tell me, or try to show me, what is right, when we believe, what is wrong. As children, we are not left to search for the real truth. We wouldn’t have the guidance, to point us in the right direction anyway, because, people are at different degree of knowledge, and the only direction, you can get from them is, maybe where to search, for a certain type of information. Most would rather, you just believe them. Being a lazy species, most of us do just that. Well, I’ve got things to do, though I would rather write. Living with other leaves me little time to write as much as I wish. So chew on this for awhile and I hope to see more of you soon.               

Happy 2008 to All

     This is my first writing, of the New Year and, I wanted to say, Happy New Year to all of You. Yet, within our hearts and minds, we know, everyone isn’t happy. Even, those everyone who think they are happy will have many unhappy hours. What is my first writing going to be about? It can only reflect my thoughts, feelings, and the things I Love. I know many of you, who think, and feel the same yet, feel and think, I am just one person, heck, I can’t even get the dog, to listen to me. This feeling of being powerless, it depresses, and makes one sick at their stomach, as well as works upon the mind itself. People around us, all are too important, to themselves, to be bothered, with problems others are suppose to fix.

     Folks, don’t get me wrong. I know that in your eyes, and in the eyes of others, I am not much to consider. I’m not much of a writer, I’m not much of a anything if, that is what you want to believe. Yet, without anything, I retain more than most of you. I care for everything. I love everyone, I care for all the phases of life and death, yet, I’ll never judge you today, with what you did yesterday, as long as, you are willing to show me, each and everyday, you can follow the caring, loving and respectful way of life. You see in this world, We, all have problems, no matter, who we are, how well off we are, or whatever time in life we are at. As long as, one person suffers needlessly, that problem is ours.

     Now, you want to speak to me about Social this , Social that. You, Me and I, are all part of, the worlds problems, even, if you are indifferent to all of them. So today, January 2008, I plan on being open to the whole world, even if the whole world or, even one part of it, wants otherwise, I’m going to stand back from myself, and all my own problem, I will bare to the world, yet, I’m going to also speak, about our worlds problems, and offer some suggestions of possible solutions, for everyone and all to think about. I know we have to be considerate of peoples, and life, in all its different phases, if we are to begin, too turn this worlds disastrous direction, that we are heading into, full force.

     So to answer the question, on most people’s minds. What are my qualifications? I’ll answer that with three words. Age and Experiences! Or, vice-versa. Too elaborate, I must tell you my complete story. Of course the version is my own, so you have good reason to doubt anything that I say, but, If you use the three gifts of life, that usually will bring anyone, from a baby, to the Ancients, to the right deduction of Universal truth. That’s to take, whatever material and, look at it logically, reason with it logically and logically everyone can come up with the Common Sense Answer. People are different in the ways of living, some want to make it complicated, some want to make it simple and the rest, don’t care one way or the other. They want nothing to do with it.

     So where do I start? The quick view is, I raised myself. The best place to start is right now. I Hate to hear people complain, so I’m just going to say, that I’m in bad shape were my health is concerned. I had plenty of help getting this way. Thanks to being ignored by the United States Government and the State of Ohio. I’m homeless, living off the sympathies of family and friends who have been tired of me for some time yet. I was hurt on the job, sold out by my attorneys because, the owner of the company I worked for, happens to be related to Ohio’s Supreme Justice, that coincidently has the same last name. So much for the Administrative Rules against nepotism. I have degenerative joint disease, COPD (on my last breath), Blood Clots in my left leg and also in my lungs, High blood pressure just to name a few of my problems and I’m not disabled in their eyes. I have medical Records backing up everything I claim, every attorney that I’ve spoken too says that I have a real good case, yet everyone has came back a quit around my deadlines of going to a public hearing. I have a few other things wrong with me that gets everyone SSI, But I can not get a little bit of help, from my own Government, just because, of the influence of a few key people. I can help tremendously, in this world, and, with all my heart, I want too, But, they do everything in their power to hold me here, hoping I’ll soon die. I’ll publish my life, back it up with records, and do it just because, it’s the right thing to do. I never want to see another human being, suffer as long, and as hard, as I have an am. So, I take up the sword, of my pen, ok, keyboard, and, if it’s the last thing I do, I’ll expose every dark secret, every dark deed, that I know and everyone, I can prove.

     So, people, this is what you have to look at from this site, beginning now, January 14th 2008. If you are interested, I’ll tell you about my fifteen years in prison, about my life in the mountains and the city. I’ll attempt to try to tell you why, when and how on everything. I’ll always take constructive criticisms, but will not feel a bit bad, about rejecting anything, that is not constructive. I’ll remain open, to those who are open, and closed, too those who are closed. I’ll serve each and everyone of you with the deep affection and care that I would expect from you. If I do not, it is because you are not. No matter what age you are, I’ll show you the respect that we all deserve and need. To be continued.    

Christmas Season 2007

     Here we all are, at the end of 2007. Is this a season that is going to live within our minds forever, or at least, in the following years to come? Or is it, just like all the rest of the years at how any of us that views life, as well as the worlds around us? I started thinking, which I really don’t like to do, But anyway’s, I started thinking if, I would ever be able to accomplish the things, I would like to accomplish before I die. Since the past, in my life, hasn’t been the best life to live, yet, unfortunately what choice do we have in what way we grow-up? I now know that I made a lot of bad choices in the things that I’ve done, but on the same hand, what really matters is, what I do with my life now, today and the days that follows.

     Unlike some of you, this writer has had a life filled with crime and prison time. It took me one third of my life, to learn simple things such as, a honest man does not have to worry about the police looking at them. You do not go to prison for being honest unless, what you are doing is dishonest. If you can be a honest man, why worry about those who protect honest people. Yet I’m getting ahead of myself. Or more like behind me. The subject is for me, repairing damage done by that past so, I can better the service unto all of you. Bare with me though, I’ll do some jumping around because I’m a little crazy for thinking, I should believe, that some of those that my recklessness hurt, that they are sorry for, the recklessness on their part, in hurting me so that I became provoked into trying to hurt them in the first place.

     Well anyway, what I found out is that you have to get to know yourself before, you know what’s what in this world we live in. Sometimes, people never get to know their self the way they should, because if they did, they would understand all others. When you begin to understand your self, understanding other get easier and easier. Even understanding things you have not experienced is possible, but, there is no better teacher than experience. Yet, once understanding become’s more of a way of life, experience is not needed to know, that if you stick your hand in the fire, you are going to get burnt. So, that maybe someone else, is as blue as I am for this Christmas 2007 season, I am going to tell whoever reads this, the story of the worlds oldest screw-up. I’m going to direct this to the young, but not too young to know what life could be, and what life may be.

     So the following writings is from a man, who has done time six different times, and wasted a third of my life, and also hurt everyone in it that would matter to any of us, family, friends and acquaintances. It is my sincere hope, that the right one will read this, and feel inspired to either live a noble life, or change their already hopeless life, into a hopeful one. Be strong within, not for a feeling of superiority over others, but for the leader that any of us can be. For nothing makes a person more weak, than the disrespect they show all of life around them, both for the self and for all others, ego and pride only makes one arrogant. Look upon all life with respect, that you or I, would want for me, and even in the face of all others without an ounce of respect for anyone, show your respect as if, they were royalty. This is the only true control any person has. Is the control over ones own feelings, thoughts and actions that makes us leaders of ourselves and responsible enough to lead over any of Gods creation. First thyself, then maybe others.

     Just released from prison, August 1, 2004. I am off parole. I came out of prison homeless. Went straight to a homeless shelter here in my city. Stayed there till I found a place, that was being foreclosed upon, and I moved in using swatter rights to live out of the elements. Believe me that it helps when winter is all around you. Though I didn’t have electricity, running water or heat without running an extension cord over to my brother apartment next door. Yes, I broke the law there. I lived there from September 2004 to December 2005. Hardships makes a person think about making a living any way possible. Yet that is, and would be, an excuse I would not, and I will not allow myself, the pleasure of relieving myself from, those hardships that stood between, being honest or dishonest. I made a promise to myself, many times before, but being weak minded and weak willed was easier than facing them, and overcoming the urge to be somebody, with some place, so that others could see me and that I’m someone, with some place to live like them.

     Pride is something we are taught to cherish. Something we are told to hold scared. Something to take in ourselves. Yet who defines, at what point it is, when we are full of arrogance and egotistical. We are. We are the ones, without the experience, to say just how much is enough and, how far we go. We use our fathers or, mothers as examples of good citizenship for  living life. We, consider ourselves good judge’s of other’s and, forego properly judging ourselves. We are merciful with our self and, stern with others. We, justify our own actions, while condemning other peoples actions. Is it any wonder why the world has not found a way to live in peace and harmony?

     So this Christmas, and the year to follow, I am spending my time trying to seek forgiveness for my sins against others, yet, in my heart, I know that their are some who will never forgive, you or anyone else. Their time of understanding has not yet came. It takes a lot of understanding just to understand. It goes beyond saying, thinking and experiencing because, one must be God like to understand you and me. I do not know many of them people at all. This and not being in contact with a family that fell apart decades ago, well, it just makes me sad. It makes me blue to love them so much and them, they don’t have a minute of their time for me, except to judge me harshly, as if all these decades, though it has changed the face of the earth, everything has evolved amazingly, yet they still see me the same as they did, way back then. It is maybe my fault, that they will never be able to grow out of being so cynical. Telling them I’m sorry has not worked. So being blue about it, seems to be an old friend that I will never get use too.

     What does Christmas mean too me? It means that I will see families laughing, beaming bright smiles at each other. I have got to watch this knowing that as of now, I don’t have much family. I’m not looking for pity. It’s my own fault. I just wish I could forgive myself for not being able to share this love that bubbles forth from inside me, yet, plunge deeper into depression, over not being able to, tell my daughter or grandchildren, how much I love them. I was a child, passed among a constant barrage of troubled families, all supposedly caring for me like their own, but finding that they didn’t know to handle their own problems and having to be passed over and over again, I’ve been living the life of the nomad. Loving everywhere I go and feeling blue that I haven’t had a place to call my own outside of myself. So after many years, my search turned inward. This is where home really is. This is where love lives. But it was not always love that lived here.

     With knowledge comes great sorry. Being able to see all the realities, yet knowing, most of them do not really exist. Knowing that in ones own mind, many different states of being exist according to just how you think. What you think, is. It is the truth for you, whether it is the truth for not, another soul. Everyone, and of course this is my own opinion, everyone is to a certain degree, mental off balance, sick, warped in ways of thinking or how every you wish to view your own ways of thinking. Look how many people will say, I’m not crazy, or I’m not biased, I’m not wrong. I’m right and know I’m right. All of us. In reality, there are different ways of life and this is good that we do not all act the same, say the same thing at the same time. Do the robot since we all are to be like so and so. Usually, so and so is some religious iconic person. Here is another truth. None of us are totally free. To be served, you must serve. To be loved, you must love. There are so many trivial things in this world, yet there are those who make it a case of life and death. Rules are good for us all. Guidelines are for everyone. Without any of these, the world is in total chaos. Because of bogus, erroneous rules and guidelines, the world must fight with those who wish to force their way of life upon another. So base rules and guidelines are needed and anything more than that, is slavery to those who must abide by the rules others enforce upon those who are different. Every country has these bogus laws, just so that they can exert a control over another who is different than themselves.

     If only we all could agree upon all of us agreeing upon dividing the land fairly so that we can group ourselves among others like us and stand to make sure that though our neighbor who may be different than we ourselves, our neighbor has the rights to theses differences just as we ourselves have a right to be different. There is no such thing as total freedom. All things takes a certain amount of care to be maintained in a balance of perfection. We all need to agree upon achieving this balance at the cost of sacrificing our wish, whether known or not, over the control of others. This needs to be place at the top of the rules and the guidelines list. My brothers and sisters, I’m tried, I must rest but, will continue this at a later time. Check back later for the rest of my story. Right now I’ll place a link to other writings this writer has written. You may comment on any or all of them. I’ll welcome constructive criticism, but truthfully, I’ll not waste too much of my time on out right negative accusations. Be at peace with one another.

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Truth for Me

     The Eternal truth is, no matter when, the Eternal God ordained the creation, of each of Our Eternal Selves, We have, over the dimensions of time, been in possession of many outer garments of elements, in the combinations and compounds, with the eternal forces that are, flowing throughout this universe and around, these things of seemingly different bodies, over the eons, We have not learned, the importance of the truth, respect and honor. These laws of, Respect, Honor and Honesty, if not learned and used from a young age, will come back upon us and without our awareness, the forces of karmatic law will collect its debts due. So, it is very important to bring into our lives, the value of giving, that which we wish to receive in return. As the old saying goes, "Oh what a web we weave when, we practice to deceive." The greatest crime, of the individual, is not to care about the whole or, all the rest, but, the one who must be responisble for, how we treat others, as well as ourselves.

     The universal grounds of the individual, merging with the universal power of the Creator, and becoming one with the created, it brings about, an environment of oneness with our Creator, and the created, becoming one with the All, the forces no longer becomes seperate forces but, an individual force, for we will find it to be an every present flow with the Mega Force of the Creator. If this is not so, then, we are individuals, with all the differences becoming seperate from what we believe and, what is real. An environment of lonilness, confusion and despair, fill our days with depression and, we unknowingly disrespect our selves and others, in a state of blindness, without the insight to see the Creator, which surrounds us and, unable to feel the presence of the Creator WithIn. Alive, but, not Aware. Dead, in all the things that we could be feeling, seeing and hearing. This is, the main ingredients, which causes Self Centeredness, Greed, Envy and desires of someone elses lives, and everyone of the Seven Deadly Sins to Ourselves and God. In other words, it is the individuals, who control nothing good, that creates the hell, we all have upon this one little planet, and, it is the individual who chooses, which way things are going to be for them selves. Hell, is created upon Earth by Mankind, Not God.

     Time is wasted, when time for Us to learn this, does not come. The one and, only accountable one, for our causing and being responsible for, all the destroying, (the negative destruction) of all things, is each of our own fault, because, we close our minds and hearts, to Logic, Reasoning and Common Sense. If, we had Logic, Reasoning and Common Sense, we would not hold our wills to being, an individual, for the individual, but, on the contrary, our wills would be aligned, with the harmonic body, of the whole, which is in alignment with and, by the Creator of All Things Past, Present and Future. When, I say All Things, I mean, All Things Harmonic and Universally ALL. The Greatest Gift Given, to each of us, that has been created is, the choice of being free to choose. If, you were to take all things into consideration, you, as I have, would see, that really making a choice, independent of everything else, with few exceptions, Creates, the Vortex, that drags us down or, raises us up. By making choices, with everything else in mind, as long as, every situation is mutual, and a win win situation, then We Find Ourself One With God.

     My judgement is this, though, no matter what our thoughts are, no matter what we believe and, no matter what our cultures demand of us, or, even what name each culture has placed upon God, it is, That Whole, That All, That Gives Us Each Life and, We with all our different ways and differences, can not be a Family of One, if, we can not accept the peaceful ways of Everything else, and, We Do Everything in Our Power, living in the ways of disrespect toward others, only for that, which We call the Self, instead of, for All Others. We through the freedom of choice, do not choose the ways of acceptance, as well as, oneness with all. Out of our childish ways of being, we all on earth are experiencing the negative ways of, The Seven Evils in the Spirit of each Seven Sins.

     There needs to be a time for peace, for the individual children of every side, of all cultures. We, must learn to meet our self, in the middle, as well as, meeting everyone else, in the middle, out of mutual respect for each other. These are the Ways of Peace. Peace, with Our Selves and, Peace With Others. Forget the Differences. These are the proofs of variety. Know, that by freedom of choice, comes the power of Ones Own Punishment or, Ones Own Reward. God, does not want punishment, for any of Us. God, will not punish Us because he gave us the power to punish ourselves, through karmatic law of choice or better known as, Cause and Effect . On the other hand, our reward is also at hand. Think about this. The Creator creates Everything Perfect. It is our perceptions, our insights, our individual choices, that destoys or interferes, (whether phyiscal, mental or spiritually) with the created things, God is constantly creating for us, all the time. We, some of us, have become individual enough, to destroy that relationship, which makes each of Us All One, with Our Creator and Everything else.

     Every person, every animal, every aspect of life itself is, either through perception, a blessing or, a curse. The choice is yours. The choice is mine. But, to receive blessings or curses, it is in each of our hands to define, which we are on the inside because, this is where the differences spring forth from. To be received with Love and Acceptance, One Must Find these things in, Ones Own Individual Heart. No matter, whether you are positive or negative, maybe even neutral, coming to maturity, does not have an age upon it. Holding onto maturity does. The choice is yours, the choice is mine, and, God waits for us, to make the right ones. All of Us Are, the Sons and Daughters of the One and Only True God. We, can fool ourselves with deceit, we, can even fool others, with our deceit, but, we will never fool God. When we can see this, the way for us becomes easy, instead of us, all going against the ways of others, because of their differences, why will you not learn, to allow others, to learn things in a way without the individual being, an example of a tyrant. This, is a desire an example of, an egotistical person, using the negative power of ensalvement, from someone who, holds theirself, in their own mind, to being equal too, and their Own God but, they also want you and me to reconize this also, because they think, they are better than any other God created, or creates.

     If ignorance is bliss, then, the world is blissful. So many competeing, for the seat of power, by their envy, by their wanting of power over you and me and, everything that anyone can see. They wish to control, by whatever measure it takes. Always, destroying that, which stands in their way of, achieving material wealth and controlling, you and me mentally, phyiscally and spiritually, if they can. The presence of Evil, is first of all, within each of us. We, are either controlled by it, or we  can control it by working with God. If controlled by it, we are weak and childish within, but, try to give everyone the perception of us being mature and in control. If we control it, then we are maturing, in our maturity, of being open minded, and, open hearted to things devine. It stands to reason that, if we are not doing good for all, then, good things escape us. What we do, becomes in some shape or form, what we get.

     Each thing has its degree, and limits. If you limit your good, you are only going to get, a limited good, in return. Set your priorties to unlimited good, and, an unlimited return will follow. Open your hearts, open your eyes of insight and, open your minds. Do not deceive your self. Do not take anything that can not be proved and believe it, because, it has been what you have been taught, from some other source. So many deceptions exist because, they were taught to your fore-fathers and mothers and, they taught them to you. Now, you teach them to your children. The wrong way is easy, the right way requires work, and constant nurturing. All things, seen and unseen, are created by the empowering Spirit of God, and without this power, there is no such thing as Life. Like all things, as examples, it’s in combination with each other, that Lifes beauty and harmony exist. All other things, that are pulled, pushed or pried apart, to it individual components, is destroyed or incomplete. This is common sense. Strive for as much common sense as possible. When you believe you have enough, then know, you have just deceived yourself. There is always more. Peace and Love be with Us All !!!!!!!

 

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